Friday, November 17, 2006

We're fine, we're all fine here, how about you?

So I haven't posted in a while... mostly because I'm busy...

Not for any real reason mind you... just that I'm busy...

Reading a post from a friend and I notice that she's going through her quarter life crisis... I did that... I remember it... bought a Jeep dumped my girlfriend... now I sold the Jeep and got a Saturn... married my ex-girlfriend... still paying off debts from that quarter life crisis...

Interesting thing happened the other day... Was out with my wife and "Jill"*. She has moved out of her parents house after leaving "Jack" and is, for what I think is the first time out on her own. Her new boyfriend "Keith" went with us to dinner, and while we were waiting for the server to get our order, she looks down and notices that "Keith" Looks uncomfortable and on the edge of the bench. She scoots over closer to the wall and says "Here, 'Jack' scoot over" and motions for "Keith" to scoot over. Now I noticed it right away... my wife noticed it... and I'm pretty sure "Keith" noticed it... but I know "Jill" didn't...

Later that night she asks if we like "Keith" when he was not in the area. My wife pointed out that his body structure was much like "Jack's" body structure... although the two of them seem to be pretty different... "Jill" chalked that up to being attracted to the same body type... but she met this guy "online" in a game... so I'm not so sure...

Other drama has occured... mostly women talking about their men and one saying something about the other's husbands in a joking manner... the one taking it home to her husband and now both are pissed at the first woman...

Showed the pictures from Vegas to my niece... she was shocked to see that Elmo was there and liked the pumpkin shot...

Grandparents from Nebraska are here... they can't do much in the way of things... so it's kinda hard to get excited that they are here. I love them to death and I want to see them... but you can only play so many games of Uno....

Last couple of days at work, things have happened or have been said at the start of the day and it put me in a real fucking mood for the rest of the day.... I think I'm coming to realization that I don't like my job at all... I mean, I like parts... but for the most part... this blows...
I think it's because I seem to have no future here... people see me as the quiet one that doesn't do anything... that I will always be the sidekick... and that I have to toot my own horn. I hate tooting my own horn... seriously... why should I have to point out to people that I'm a fucking stud? Can't it just been seen? I feel like I should be donkey in Shrek "Look at me, I'm SEXY! Watch me, I'm trotting in place, trotting in place."

*Names changed to protect the "innocent"